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09.06.10

Regret

Filed under: life,quotes — 10:01 am

According to Gilbert, studies show that “in the long run, people of every age and in every walk of life seem to regret not having done things much more than they regret things they did.” (read more)

This strikes a deep chord in me.  I get distracted by doing things…but my deepest, most core fears are all about missing out.  What if I don’t live up to my ideals and dreams?  What if I get caught up in pragmatic safety and miss out on the path to real adventure?  What if I never actually become the person I was made to be?  I don’t want to be driven by fear…but I don’t want to ignore this deep ache either.

What is it for you?

09.04.10

A new band you must here!

Filed under: music — 11:15 pm

Tonight, I went to the first ever show of The Handsome Bandit.  They blew the doors off Penny Road Pub with fantastic melodies, huge hooks, deep grooves, and just enough melancholy to keep it anchored.  Think Ben Folds Five meets Panic at the Disco meets Thrice!  Now, I would be quite partial to this band anyway (since my brother is the singer/bassist) but I truly think they’re great!  Here’s a video and some pictures…

Check out their new EP here!

The Handsome Bandit

The Handsome Bandit

Penny Road Pub

09.02.10

Worship as an Industry

Filed under: God's movement,worship — 11:10 pm

Derek Webb posted this on his blog today and it really got me thinking..and wrestling…and shouting “Amen, brother!”…and feeling sad to be so deeply entrenched in many of the things Brian is talking about.  The video is only 2:45 long.  What do you think about his assessment of “worship” today?  In what ways do you agree and/or disagree?

08.31.10

Weekend Review: Grace

Filed under: God's movement,music,willow — 11:00 pm

The weekend before last at Willow was created around Ethan Nickerson’s song “Grace”.  (Those of you from Grand Rapids may know Ethan’s music from Mars Hill or his band The Mines…he’s a great singer, musician, and songwriter.  And a really great guy.)  Anyway, after beginning with Matt Lundgren’s song “Love Justice” and an expanded version of “O For A Thousand Tongues”, we launched into an deep meditation on Grace:  how beautiful it is and yet how often we run from it. Holly began by sharing a few thoughts about Victor Hugo’s Les Miserables and how she wrestles with grace.  Her final question was “Am I ever going to trust this grace? Or am I going to be a person of scarcity, constantly grabbing, paying penance and running…” This honest confession bled right into Ethan’s song…

Download “Grace” from itunes here.

After this haunting reflection on Grace, we landed in a minute or two of silence.  Space.  A small chance for us all to say exactly what we needed to say to God.  This was my favorite part of the service. To close the experience we stood and sang the old Wesley hymn “And Can it Be (Amazing Love)”, and marveled together that God could love screw-ups like us.  But he does!  Grace is real.  And even though we run from it every day, and kick and scream until it catches us, it will not stop the chase.  God, thank You for not giving up on us…

Finally, after the service, I did a short interview with Ethan about the weekend.  Here’s what he said…

08.30.10

my soundtrack for the fall

Filed under: music — 3:20 pm

When I think of this fall’s soundtrack, three artists come to mind…

arcade fire

(1) Arcade Fire. Surprise, surprise.  These guys are my favorite band and I’ve been bugging all my friends to immediately buy “The Suburbs” – the best album of the year.  After seeing them this month at Lollapalooza (I’ve been a fan for years, but this was my first show!) their music has been on constant loop in my car, office, and brain.  Check out a video and my review of the show here.

sufjan stevens

(2) Sujfan Stevens. This quirky songwriter has written some of the most hauntingly beautiful, shockingly emotionally honest songs around.  (Check out Romulus or Casimir Pulaski Day or Chicago.  Even his more uplifting music, thankfully, never loses that twinge of melancholy.)  Sufjan recently released the “All Delighted People EP“, which starts with the ridiculously inventive, beautiful, odd, 11-minute opus “All Delighted People”.  I’m thrilled to get to see him live when he comes to Chicago on October 15th.

jonsi

(3) Jonsi. This spring, I saw Jonsi (lead singer of Sigur Ros) on tour and became consumed with his solo album.  So inspiring!  (My review here.)  Fortunately, we have tickets to see him again in November, and I have the feeling that his music will return to heavy rotation again soon after.

What about you? What will be on your soundtrack this fall?  What music should we immediately drop everything to check out?  What shows should we make sure not to miss?

08.27.10

public service announcement

Filed under: creativity,life — 1:41 pm

time capsule

Quick PSA…

In the last two weeks, the hard drives failed on both my work computer and shauna’s writing computer.  All of our files would have been instantly lost – but luckily – we had everything backed up via time machine.   So after the Apple store installed new hard drives, we were able to restore them to the exact state of the last backup…everything!  Disaster averted.  We’re feeling very thankful.  Friends, please back up your computers!

08.26.10

the gift of insecurity…

Filed under: creativity — 4:09 pm

“When the forms of an old culture are dying, the new culture is created by a few people who are not afraid to be insecure.”

“…those who endure are those who are not attached to outcomes.  They don’t seek security in plans or accomplishments.  They exchange certainty for curiosity, fear for generosity.  They plunge into the problem, treat their attempts as experiments, and learn as they go.  This kind of insecurity is energizing;  people become engaged in figuring out what works instead of needing to be right or worrying about how to avoid failure.  Whenever they discover something that does work, there’s a huge rush of energy, often accompanied by laughter.”

Margaret Wheatley

08.23.10

Seth Godin and Radiohead

Filed under: creativity,music — 6:25 pm

Radiohead live

In October 2007, Radiohead – one of the biggest bands on earth – released their new album for free download on their website.  No label, no price.  My first thought was “Way to go, Radiohead!  Thanks for sticking it to the man and fighting for us little people!”

I love anything that feels pure to the art and anti-institution.  But then I started to think about all the big 1980s bands who earned a ton of money for their record labels…allowing them to take risks on little unknown bands like Radiohead in 1992.  Without George Michael’s earnings in the 80s, we might not have Sigur Ros or White Stripes or Radiohead.  When money gets sparse, risk is the first thing to get cut.

Radiohead’s development was funded by Huey Lewis’s sales.  It’s a shame that they won’t pass on the favor.

Seth Godin

Fast forward to today.  Seth Godin announced (here) that he will no longer be releasing books in the traditional format.  This author of 12 best-sellers believes that the book industry is just too broken (and besides, he no longer needs it.)  He wrote on his blog:

“Traditional book publishers use techniques perfected a hundred years ago to help authors reach unknown readers, using a stable technology (books) and an antique and expensive distribution system.”

He may be right, but being reminded of Radiohead, my first thought was “Come on, Seth, you just hurt the chances of many undiscovered writers.  Very selfish move.”

But since I’m a contrarian – even to myself – I have to wonder if Seth is right.  What if the publishing industry is too broken to be fixed?  What if the biggest gift he could give future writers is to stop propping up an archaic system and just let it fail? Something new and exciting and forward-looking will arise from the ashes – it always does! – but not until the old is gone.

So do you think Radiohead (and Seth?) are selfishly forgetting where they’ve come from…or prophetically pushing us into a better future?

08.18.10

The Problem with Pastor as Rock Star

Filed under: God's movement — 9:32 pm

Excerpt from interesting article…

Somebody once said, “The Gospel came to the Greeks and the Greeks turned it into a philosophy. The Gospel came to the Romans and the Romans turned it into a system. The Gospel came to the Europeans and the Europeans turned it into a culture. The Gospel came to America and the Americans turned it into a business.” And business is booming. Millions of churchgoers file in to buildings each week, line up in rows like shelves at Walmart, and watch the stage. They come for one purpose: to see a show and hear a pastor.

This, by uncritical standards, is success. But while this phenomenon increases, I believe it can be damaging to the spiritual vitality of the American church…

Check out the rest of the article HERE.  Do you agree or disagree with his assessment?

08.12.10

If you want to really see what’s going on in the holy land…

Filed under: Palestine / Israel — 9:32 am

Church of the Nativity

…may I humbly but very highly recommend Jeff and Janet Wright’s “In the Footsteps of Jesus” alternative tour to Israel and Palestine.  From January 26 to February 5, 2011, these fantastic workers for peace will be guiding another group with the mission to help “transform curious tourists into informed pilgrims”.  I went on this tour last year, and it changed my life.

To read more about this tour, click HERE.

To read my first blog after the pilgrimage, click HERE.

To follow a bit of my journey of wrestling with this complicated, heartbreaking situation over the last six months, just click the “Palestine / Israel” category on the right.

08.09.10

my favorite band

Filed under: music — 3:36 pm

Ever since they burst onto the scene with “Funeral”, Arcade Fire has been one of my favorite bands.  They hold so many compelling things in tension:  darkness and beauty, quirk and accessibility, dense music and hooks, melancholy and hope, spirituality and gritty cynicism, indie-cred and mainstream attention, mourning and celebrating,….  If I could be in one band, it would be Arcade Fire.  And last night, in the suffocating heat of a Chicago summer night, I got to see their triumphant closing set at Lollapalooza 2010.  Here’s a short video of a few songs that I took and edited on my phone (thanks Steve Jobs)…

The show was fantastic.  They were as compelling and awkward and powerful and strange and uplifting as I hoped they’d be.  “Wake Up” (their sing-a-long encore) was truly transcendent.  And even though I skip some of her songs on CD, I loved the energy and vibe that Régine brought.  She’s super cool!  My only complaints were (1) The sound was pretty terrible.  I know it’s outdoor, but much of their dense, sonic interest got swallowed up in the mush. (2) They lost a ton of energy in the space between each song.  However, this was because they all switched instruments nearly every song – which is SO fun!  Hopefully, down the road, they’ll find a way to bring a little more cohesion. (3) The sweatly, shirtless, drunk guy leaning up against me the whole time.  I have never been hotter.  But hey, it’s a festival!

To see more of this tour, check out their recent Madison Square Garden show here on YouTube.

08.07.10

the land between

Filed under: God's movement,books — 11:19 am

The Land Between

Yesterday, at The Global Leadership Summit, Jeff Manion gave one of the most spiritually challenging and moving messages I’ve ever heard.  Really.  In a few short minutes, he pastored over 70,000 of us through the question of “Okay, you’re not where you were, but you’re not yet to where you will be.  You’re in that confusing land between.  Now what do you do?”  You could have heard a pin drop.  And since I’ve been in an “in between” land for a while now, this message especially wrecked me.  (And I had to try to sing afterward!)  Check out this line:

“The space in your life that you most resent is the very soil where God wants to produce the crop we so desperately desire.”

Can I recommend, as strongly as I know how, that you check out these ideas?  If you’re not in the land between right now, you probably have been (or will be).  You can download a free chapter of his new book (“The Land Between”) here or buy it here.  You can read all the notes to his Summit talk here, or join a live webcast with Jeff about these ideas here.  And may God meet you in this confusing, scary, in between place.

08.03.10

shauna’s new web site launched today!

Filed under: books,life — 6:36 pm

shaunaniequist.com

Check out shaunaniequist.com and let her know what you think!  She’d love to hear from you…

08.01.10

a poet laments religion…

Filed under: God's movement,music — 4:24 pm

Anne Rice’s decision to leave Christianity has had me thinking and reflecting a lot this weekend.  And while respecting her choice deeply – and occasionally considering the same thing – I have mixed feelings about it all.  (More thoughts coming soon.)  But this song keeps echoing through my mind.  Ryan O’Neal (from Sleeping at Last) is one of the most honest, soulful, haunting songwriters around, and this song strikes a chord deeper than I know what to do with.  May I recommend putting on some headphones, closing your eyes, and letting it wreck you…

“Naive” by Sleeping At Last

Religion is a breeding ground
Where the Devil’s work is deeply found,
With teeth as sharp as cathedral spires,
Slowly sinking in.

God knows that I’ve been naive
But I think it makes him proud of me.
Now it’s so hard to separate
My disappointments from his name.

Because shadows stretch behind the truth,
Where stained glass offers broken clues
And fear ties knots and pulls them tight.
It leaves us paralyzed.

But in the end such tired words will rest.
The truth will reroute the narrow things they’ve said.
The marionette strings will lower and untie
And out of the ashes, love will be realized.

God knows that we’ve been naive
And a bit nearsighted to say the least.
It’s broken glass at children’s feet
That gets swept aside unexpectedly

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