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01.29.10

returning from the pilgrimage

Filed under: Palestine / Israel — 2:08 pm

Dave, Shaine, and I standing on the Mount of Olives

After ten days on our alternative tour of Palestine and Israel, we flew back from Tel Aviv last night to Chicago.  Cold, cold, cold Chicago!  But it’s really good to be home.

I can honestly say that this pilgrimage was one of the best experiences of my entire life. . .moving, disturbing, holy, ugly, depressing, confusing, and beautiful all at the same time.  This “alternative tour” took us deep into the Israeli/Palestinian conflict – both conceptually and personally.  Not only did we learn about the historically complex issues, we met many Palestinians and Israelis who are affected every single day.  I may quickly forget the details, but I won’t forget the faces.  And the situation is grim.

As I process this over the next few weeks and months, I hope to share the questions and thoughts that arise. . .wrestling in a way that encourages conversation and ultimately leads me to DO something.  I don’t want to just talk and theorize (see my jan 16 blog);  I want to offer my small hands to help in any way possible.
So I’d love to hear from you.  Please feel free to honestly react or add new thoughts.  Join in the conversation, and then let’s figure out what we can do.  It may sound a bit naive and idealistic, but what’s the other option?

So let me begin with this video from two days ago.  We visited the wailing (western) wall in Jerusalem, and although I approached it as a tourist, the experience quickly became holy.  I kept thinking about the millions of people who have prayed to the Almighty at that very place, and I felt humbled to get to join in with them.  If it’s not too strange, please watch and join with the prayer. . .

01.18.10

heading to the Holy Land

Filed under: Palestine / Israel — 2:15 pm

A view of The Dome from the Mount of Olives

Tomorrow morning, I’ll be joining up with 18 others for a pilgrimage to the Holy Land.  We’ll arrive in Tel Aviv, Israel, on Wednesday morning, and will spend the next eight days meeting with all kinds of people in all kinds of places.  I couldn’t possibly be more excited at what we will learn and experience.  (Although as an introvert, I’m a little nervous about 24/7 group travel!!)

It’s not clear how much internet access we’ll have, so I probably won’t update this blog until we return, but here are two ways to follow the adventure:

FIRST: Brian’s blog.  Since he was the organizer, Brian McLaren’s blog is going to be the official blog for this trip.  He’ll be keeping it updated with not just what we’re doing, but also why.  Feel free to visit at. . .

brianmclaren.net

SECOND: Facebook and Twitter.  I’m going to do my best to keep regular updates and pictures.  Feel free to be my friend here or follow me here. . .

01.17.10

in honor of Dr King

Filed under: willow — 2:27 pm

We watched this video yesterday in church and it absolutely wrecked me.  I’m deeply thankful for the work and legacy of Dr King – especially this weekend – but we still have so far to go.  Our pastor, Bill, loves to challenge us “to be the first in every room to reach across the lines of color, culture, gender, age, economics, faith, etc. . .”  May we all take one small step today.

01.16.10

piercing question

Filed under: God's movement — 2:45 pm

A couple minutes ago, I stumbled upon this haunting and challenging question…

“If there is a problem somewhere,” he said with his dry chuckle, “this is what happens.
Three people will try to do something concrete to settle the issue.  Ten people will
give a lecture analyzing what the three are doing.  One hundred people will commend
or condemn the ten for their lecture.  One thousand people will argue about the problem.
And one person – only one – will involve himself so deeply in the true solution
that he is too busy to listen to any of it.”

“Now,” he asked gently, his penetrating eyes meeting each of ours in turn, “which person are you?”

(Father Longere in Blood Brothers by Elias Chacour.)

This is hard to read because if I’m completely honest, I am rarely “the one”.  I’m more like “the ten”.  I theorize and ask questions and write songs. . .but I don’t always role up my sleeves and create what I’m preaching about.  This makes me sad.  I really want to be different in 2010.

What about you?   What do you do?

01.12.10

the rest of my 2009 favorite book list…

Filed under: books — 2:47 pm
pile of books

pile of books

Although Counterfeit God’s was number 1, the rest of my “favorite books of the year” list would probably go like this…

(2) “The Naked Now” by Richard Rohr.  I’ve mentioned Fr. Rohr many times as one of my favorite spiritual writers, and this book took it deeper.  Really, I can’t over-state how important this book was at my darkest moment of 2009.  God used a specific chapter to literally rescue me from something I couldn’t get out of.  If you’re currently living in the tension between two conflicting values/ideas/voices, then you need to read this book.

(3-4) “Community” by Peter Block, and “Tribes” by Seth Godin .  Both of these books radically re-formed my idea of what leading a movement looks like today…and certainly will look like tomorrow.  The days of the top-down corporate domination are winding down, and the power is returning to the grass roots.  “Tribes” is the more pop-culture, quick read…but “Community” takes things much, much deeper.

(5) “Art and Fear” by David Bayles and Ted Orland.  My friend Mark recommended this book years ago as “required reading for every artist”, and now I know why.  The authors have fleshed out a deeply realistic, honest, and helpful world view about what it means to be an artist and how to actually live like one.  I found it wildly challenging and inspiring…in fact, even though it kicked my lazy, excuse-making butt a number of times, I’d never been more excited to be an artist than I was finishing this book.

(6) “A Deadly Misunderstanding” by Mark D Siljander.  What happens when a conservative evangelical Congressman begins to discover that Christianity and Islam are not fundamentally at odds. . .but have much more in common that either side might imagine?  First, he’d freak out and wonder if he was going crazy.  Second, he’d dive into the scriptures (both the Bible and Qur’an) and dig into the compelling overlapping themes.  Third, he’d make a lot of people angry.  Forth, he’d put his money where his mouth is and build bridges and friendships across the most dangerous divisions.  Fifth, he’d write a book and share these unbelievable findings and stories.  I found this book challenging and profoundly inspiring.  And if Mark Siljander is right, his message could literally change the world.  Literally.  Check it out at adeadlymisunderstanding.com.

(7) “Born Standing Up” by Steve Martin.  I deeply enjoyed the experience of reading this book.  But more than entertainment, his approach to his art challenged me deeply.  It felt like a college course in creation, courage, and true innovation.

Here are the top five things that Steve Martin did with his “vision for comedy”:

ONE:  He worked his tail off, giving 10+ years of broke obscurity to perfecting his craft.  Most people didn’t get what he was trying to do at first, and they even tried to push him to get in line with current comedy trends.  But instead of selling out or raging against “the man”, he just went back to work. . .grinding it out until his vision was fully realized and undeniable.  So inspiring!

TWO:  He spent seasons at “more practical jobs” that provided much-needed income, experience, and connections, but he never stopped pursuing his vision after hours.  AND most importantly, he never got stuck in the practical but knew when to walk away.

THREE:  He didn’t give up. Through years of empty rooms, bad reviews, and no traction, he never gave up.

FOUR:  He didn’t see mass appeal as an affirmation of his art, but as a potential distraction/compromiser.  Steve had an inner sense of what he was trying to do that was both independent and completely dependent on outside reaction.  To be honest, this seems more complicated than he let on, but there’s something important here that I want to keep thinking about.  The relationship between an artist’s innate, unshakable vision and the artist’s deep need to connect to others through their art is quite a conflicting dance.

FIVE:  He read and studied and hung around smarter, more artistic people. . . and then let that inspiration bring depth and lift to everything he created.

01.10.10

favorite book of 2009

Filed under: books,God's movement — 2:59 pm

Counterfeit Gods

I know that it’s a little late for a “best of 09” post, but a certain book keeps coming up in my conversations, and I’d love to say more about it.  Without question, the most important and challenging book I read last year was “Counterfeit Gods” by Timothy Keller.  This quick read grabbed a hold of me a couple months ago and still hasn’t let go.  (I hope it never completely does.)

Keller defines idolatry as “taking some incomplete joy of this world and building your entire life on it,”  and he suggests that this may be the central reason most of us feel a “strange melancholy that haunts us in the midst of so much abundance.”  He continues by calling a counterfeit god “anything so central and essential to your life that, should you lose it, your life would feel hardly worth living.”  This really got me thinking.  What are those things in my life that have taken over my heart?  Are they good or bad?  How can I tell the difference?

The key, according to Keller, is not that our idols are bad–they’re often great things!–but that we’ve let them climb up into the wrong chair.  We were created to love God and use stuff, but too often we end up loving stuff and trying to use God.  This is a dangerous way to live.  A airplane repairman is phenomenal at fixing airplanes, but if he climbs up into the wrong chair (the pilot’s chair) he’ll probably hurt a lot of people.  In the same way, my passion to create new music is a fantastic thing, but I’m learning that when I let it climb into the most important chair in my life (what I serve and live for), it can cause limitless chaos and pain.  And that’s just the tip of the iceberg for me.

Four ways to uncover what your idol may be:
1- What do you habitually think about to get joy and comfort in the privacy of your heart and thoughts?
2- What do you spend too much money on?
3- When you pray and work for something and you don’t get it and you respond with explosive anger or deep despair, then you may have found an idol.
4- Look for your idols at the bottom of your most painful emotions, especially those that never seem to lift and that drive you to do things you know are wrong.

If any of these questions began gnawing at you, I’d recommend picking up the book and diving in more deeply.  Keller works through the counterfeit gods of love, money, success, and power with profound insight and surprising grace.  I’m deeply thankful for this book.  Freedom and Jesus’ promise of “the best possible life now” feel a little bit closer…

01.04.10

a few things I’m into right now

Filed under: books,God's movement,life — 4:00 pm

(1) Scot McKnight’s blog. He’s not trying to hip or entertaining, but this North Park University professor consistently raises profound questions/insights about faith.  Scot has a way of wading into controversial ideas without igniting a riot.  He’s both grounded and brave, intelligent and humble, and I’d highly recommend checking his thoughts at Jesus Creed.

great book

(2) Evangelical Universalism. A books that Scot McKnight is generating the most conversation (and strong reaction) about right now is “The Evangelical Universalist by Gregory MacDonald.” He hasn’t yet weighed in with his opinion on the matter, but is encouraging a fascinating dialogue.  MacDonald (the author) attempts to lay out a biblical teaching that through Jesus Christ, God will save EVERYONE. . .His amazing grace will eventually win over every heart – emptying hell and filling up heaven.  It’s a beautiful thought.
I’m half way through the book, and while the delivery is quite dry, a few of his ideas are deeply moving.  I’m interested to see where he goes with it.  Look for my review coming soon!

(3) Lobster hunting. Last week, our family had the opportunity to spend a week in the Bahamas.

henry and lobste

The weather was unseasonably warm and we had a phenomenal time.  The highlight, by a long shot, was lobster hunting!  Todd (Shauna’s bro), Jos (Todd’s girlfriend), and I spent hours and hours snorkeling around the coral reefs, looking for two antennas sticking out of a hole.  We’d then take a deep breath, dive down 10-15 feet, and attempt to shoot a rubberband-powered spear into our future dinner.  We are not very good, but managed to catch 13 on our final day.  So fun!  (and really tasty…)

(4) Bono’s top ten. Bono just wrote a piece for the New York Times called “Ten for the Next Ten”. . .his ten ideas for how to make the next decade better.  It’s funny, quirky, smart, and worth the quick read.  Check it out here.

(5) The dentist. Apparently, I haven’t been flossing enough. . .which is another way of saying that I don’t ever floss.  Ever.  And so I am scheduled to spend 4 hours with my dentist this week.  If it were up to me, I would rather spend 4 hours getting kicked in the shins. . .but that might not be very helpful to my plaque situation.

(6) Avatar. I wasn’t even planning on seeing this movie, but have to admit how much I enjoyed it.  This visuals were stunning, of course, but I was surprised by the story…I actually found myself forgetting about the 3D glasses and connecting to the characters.  My only complaint was about the main bad guy:  Col. Quaritch.  Do we really need our antagonists to be so ridiculously one-dimensional and ALL BAD?  Would it be too conflicting to watch some subtlety and mixed-motives?  (I felt the same way about “District 9” – another fantastic movie with a dumb cartoon of a bad guy).  But other than that, great movie.  I can’t wait to see it on 3D-IMAX!